Wednesday, October 17, 2007, 3:00 PM
its just not one of those days i dont feel like smiling. its been bad...real bad...i need somebody who can cheer me up...cause i amdown...real down...for all the absurd reasons on earth...my songs are not cheering me up..my friends make me laugh...but at home its a hell different...not that i hate being at home...but its the same routine again.... living in denial never helps... i want someone to smile and make me laugh my lungs out... things never stay the same...things change...and so does everything else...prepare to meet the unexpected...
paranoia never helps...trust your instinct...carmen's been there for me to listen to all my nonsense...i miss alot of people....yes very much...